Hopelessness

I’m in a really weird space right now.
Ever since I was 13 I’ve wanted to make music.
But after going through what I went through over the past decade or so, things have changed.
I no longer feel the same about music. And I don’t know if I can make music now that I’m willing to try.
It’s a weird space because I’m thinking “NOW what do I do with my life?”
How could I have lived this life having the desires that I have had, and now not be able to fulfill them? My life is empty and void of meaning.
I haven’t had a true desire in years. At least not the same as it was back when I was young.
I hope and wish to get back to that place, of feeling good, etc, etc. But I don’t even know if it’s possible!

What do you think?

 

 

5 thoughts on “Hopelessness

  1. If you don’t try your never know. A lot of people don’t try because there scared of failure including myself but I’m trying to push passed that now. You have to fail to succeed so I guess all I can say is give it a try.

    • Thank you.
      I am and will try.
      Earlier today I was playing the guitar and “came up with a tune” and it turned out to be the beginning of Nothing Else Matters by Metallica. But that song wasn’t at all on my mind. So I believe one day I’ll come up with something more original.

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