I’m in a really weird space right now.
Ever since I was 13 I’ve wanted to make music.
But after going through what I went through over the past decade or so, things have changed.
I no longer feel the same about music. And I don’t know if I can make music now that I’m willing to try.
It’s a weird space because I’m thinking “NOW what do I do with my life?”
How could I have lived this life having the desires that I have had, and now not be able to fulfill them? My life is empty and void of meaning.
I haven’t had a true desire in years. At least not the same as it was back when I was young.
I hope and wish to get back to that place, of feeling good, etc, etc. But I don’t even know if it’s possible!
What do you think?
If you don’t try your never know. A lot of people don’t try because there scared of failure including myself but I’m trying to push passed that now. You have to fail to succeed so I guess all I can say is give it a try.
Thank you.
I am and will try.
Earlier today I was playing the guitar and “came up with a tune” and it turned out to be the beginning of Nothing Else Matters by Metallica. But that song wasn’t at all on my mind. So I believe one day I’ll come up with something more original.
I downloaded that song now added to the play list Nice👍 tune. Tried to play the guitar once having fudge fingers while trying to play the guitar doesn’t work for me 😅
Nice!
lol!
I already have one blister, so I have to take a break. I just got the guitar yesterday!!
I’ve also heard that the bigger the dream, the bigger the fear of failure. (Eeek!)