Night Time

So… I really enjoy the night. But it sucks having to wait for the world to wake up to actually do stuff, ya know? Haha Mainly my friend; I want to talk to her about working on my YouTube channel. But she’s fast asleep. She’ll probably be up in like 2 hours though. By which time I’ll probably be asleep again.



Good Day

So today was pretty good!

I’m trying to take steps to improve my life, and make more money! So I joined an Artist Group where I live to promote my T-Shirt business.

I’m also going to call ODSP tomorrow to find out about getting funding so I can actually order samples of my shirts/hoodies to display at the Gallery. Because I’m completely broke right now.

But other than that, I think things are pretty good, in the sense that I feel better than I usually do.

I’m also going to get a visit from one of the nurses that visit me 3 times a week. So I’m looking forward to that!

Anyway, thanks for reading!
Take care!



Ok, so… I want to try to start making money off this blog with WordAds – WordPress’s official advertising program. But I don’t have very many pageviews, for one, and not very many followers, although I appreciate you all! So I calculated that I could probably make around $3 per 100 pageviews (based on $1000 per 30k pageviews) which Google said was the average.

In April 2019, I had 363 pageviews, with 70 posts published. That’s over 2 a day. And that’s only around $10, which is what it costs to upgrade my blog to be able to put ads.

So I don’t know if it’s worth it right now. Thoughts?



I’m feeling very much at peace tonight.

But I still don’t have much to do. Maybe that’s the point. Maybe that’s the lesson the Universe is trying to bestow upon me. It’s trying to teach me how to just Be.

And that’s fine, I guess. If I could sit in peace and just watch where my mind goes… again… that would be nice.

But I get antsy.


Bored at 4am

It’s 4am.
I can’t sleep.
I already slept for 6 hours anyway… so I’m not really tired.
But I have nothing to do… so here I am…

I had a pretty good day today. Pretty mediocre, but good.
I need to start doing something new and exciting.
But I’m also completely broke at the moment, until Tuesday. So…
Any ideas of what I can do with no money?

I guess that’s it. That’s the post.
Have a good one! Thanks for reading!


Fighting Sleep

I should probably write in here more often, but I feel like most of my posts are just about being depressed. So.

But today was a good day.
I went to see Free Guy the movie. It was good.

Then I watched Kaitlin Witcher on Twitch for 2 hours.
It’s now almost 8pm and I’m bored. Fighting going to sleep.

So here I am writing this.
Not sure what else to write, so thanks for reading!
Have a good day, night, evening, whatever!



I’m still awake.
It’s 12:30am.
I don’t want to sleep.

I have nothing to look forward to tomorrow. Which sucks.
Or maybe I won’t even wake up.
Who knows.

I’m sad.

I wish I could watch a cool anime or something. But I don’t really know of any. Except for one. But I don’t know anything about it. Only the title.

I just watched the trailer. And I can’t get into it. Too jaded / depressed I think.

Anyway… maybe I’ll have a drink.
Just kidding. Just wanted to rhyme.

Have a good night!