I am not doing good right now. I’m almost never doing good anyway. But right now it’s worse. I don’t know what to do. It’s 6:30pm and I want to go back to sleep but sleeping never helps and sometimes it makes it worse.
For anyone wondering, I’m extremely depressed. I’m like screaming on the inside right now. I don’t want to call the Distress Center or anybody else. I don’t have anyone else to call anyway!
I’m hoping I can get some help on here… but I know that won’t work.
There are other services like the Big White Wall, but even that doesn’t help. You basically have to be on the verge of killing yourself before you can get any real help from that website.
NO ONE CARES!!
It’s ridiculous but it’s true!
There’s a heat warning for Southern Ontario. Luckily it’s almost over, it’s suppose to rain tomorrow! But I’m definitely feeling it. I don’t have air condition or even a fan. It’s low-key like being in a sauna.
I’ve added a chat feature to the menu bar and the sidebar if you’re viewing the blog from lifedream.tv/blog. Stop by and say hi!! 🙂
Would you sign up to a subscription feature on my blog to maybe access posts with audio/video in them? Just wondering.
It says that this year the third top Country that visitors [to my blog] are from is Poland! So I just wanted to say Cześć from Canada! 🙂
Ok, so since I get at least 1 vistor per post, I thought I would try post every day… and make this sort of my “Internet Hub.” Except I’m not too sure what to write about.
I just woke up from a “depression nap.” I call it that, because I sleep when I’m depressed. But sometimes I don’t sleep well, and it makes me more depressed. That was the case this time.
It’s now 9:15pm. And honestly, I’ll probably go back to sleep again soon. Even though I don’t sleep well. Because I’m not sure what I’m going to do for the rest of the night…
Yea, so that’s it. That’s the post.
Thanks for reading!
I use an app called Daylio to track my moods. So far, under “average mood”, I’ve only had 2 bad days this month. But it’s only been 8 days, so… lol! Just thought I’d share.
Also, I’ve had 2 good days, and 4 “meh” days. It’s interesting…
I got over 1000 views today; since I started this blog! Woo! And over 500 visitors. Pretty amazing to me. I also updated the layout… I hope you like it. I just wish I didn’t have to crop the main image. Oh well, maybe I’ll work something out soon.
I’m just sitting here listening to Avril Lavigne. I’ve been passing the time working on updating this blog to make it look more like a website. So yea, success!
Thank for reading!