Failure & Success

Did you ever think about how your life effects those around you?
For example; if you became rich, most likely your family would benefit as well. And so on…
That’s just one tiny example. Be that a somewhat superficial one.
Another example; if you have a good day, it could snowball, and it could effect everyone you meet.
That’s why people say “We’re all connected.”
This interconnectedness runs deep.
The failure of one person, means the failure of many. And the success of one person, means the success of many.


Not Sad, for once.

I’m not sad.
I’m not depressed.
I wish I could feel like this all the time!
Except I don’t know what has made the difference – if anything!
I have been taking probiotics regularly. Maybe that’s it.
Nothing has changed in my life.
I still have nothing to do.
I’m still bored outta my mind.
The only difference is I’m not depressed.
But I just know it won’t last.
I just know there will come a time when this unbearable feeling comes over me, and all I want to do is sleep.
Let’s pray that never happens!



So I’m not having a bad day for once, emotionally speaking; which is nice! But I am bored outta my mind, for lack of a better phrase.

But I do have a blog here, with about 84 followers; which is nice, if I knew who these followers were… I’m thinking I should follow them back, read their blogs… what do you think?



I am not doing good right now. I’m almost never doing good anyway. But right now it’s worse. I don’t know what to do. It’s 6:30pm and I want to go back to sleep but sleeping never helps and sometimes it makes it worse.

For anyone wondering, I’m extremely depressed. I’m like screaming on the inside right now. I don’t want to call the Distress Center or anybody else. I don’t have anyone else to call anyway!

I’m hoping I can get some help on here… but I know that won’t work.
There are other services like the Big White Wall, but even that doesn’t help. You basically have to be on the verge of killing yourself before you can get any real help from that website.

It’s ridiculous but it’s true!


Today was good.

This is my most shared post. I didn’t even know it showed stats about most shared until right now. Interesting. To update: I didn’t keep the momentum going.

I’m going to see what I posted back in July 2019, out of curiosity.

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It’s really hard for me to remember good memories. It’s been so long since I’ve been actually happy, for the most part, than sad. Now it’s the opposite. But I will try to remember TODAY as good, and keep writing more blogs with a more positive bent.

Today was good. I woke up. lol! It was really sunny today, which is unusual. I cleaned a bit, did some laundry, and listened to some music! I also went to the gym with some friends. It was good. Today isn’t exactly over, but it feels like it with the sun going down so early. So I think that’s it, for now. Tune in tomorrow where I try to keep the momentum going!

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