I am not doing good right now. I’m almost never doing good anyway. But right now it’s worse. I don’t know what to do. It’s 6:30pm and I want to go back to sleep but sleeping never helps and sometimes it makes it worse.

For anyone wondering, I’m extremely depressed. I’m like screaming on the inside right now. I don’t want to call the Distress Center or anybody else. I don’t have anyone else to call anyway!

I’m hoping I can get some help on here… but I know that won’t work.
There are other services like the Big White Wall, but even that doesn’t help. You basically have to be on the verge of killing yourself before you can get any real help from that website.

It’s ridiculous but it’s true!


Today was good.

This is my most shared post. I didn’t even know it showed stats about most shared until right now. Interesting. To update: I didn’t keep the momentum going.

I’m going to see what I posted back in July 2019, out of curiosity.

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It’s really hard for me to remember good memories. It’s been so long since I’ve been actually happy, for the most part, than sad. Now it’s the opposite. But I will try to remember TODAY as good, and keep writing more blogs with a more positive bent.

Today was good. I woke up. lol! It was really sunny today, which is unusual. I cleaned a bit, did some laundry, and listened to some music! I also went to the gym with some friends. It was good. Today isn’t exactly over, but it feels like it with the sun going down so early. So I think that’s it, for now. Tune in tomorrow where I try to keep the momentum going!

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Ok, so since I get at least 1 vistor per post, I thought I would try post every day… and make this sort of my “Internet Hub.” Except I’m not too sure what to write about.

I just woke up from a “depression nap.” I call it that, because I sleep when I’m depressed. But sometimes I don’t sleep well, and it makes me more depressed. That was the case this time.

It’s now 9:15pm. And honestly, I’ll probably go back to sleep again soon. Even though I don’t sleep well. Because I’m not sure what I’m going to do for the rest of the night…

Yea, so that’s it. That’s the post.
Thanks for reading!



I got over 1000 views today; since I started this blog! Woo! And over 500 visitors. Pretty amazing to me. I also updated the layout… I hope you like it. I just wish I didn’t have to crop the main image. Oh well, maybe I’ll work something out soon.

I’m just sitting here listening to Avril Lavigne. I’ve been passing the time working on updating this blog to make it look more like a website. So yea, success!

Thank for reading!