Did you ever think about how your life effects those around you?
For example; if you became rich, most likely your family would benefit as well. And so on…
That’s just one tiny example. Be that a somewhat superficial one.
Another example; if you have a good day, it could snowball, and it could effect everyone you meet.
That’s why people say “We’re all connected.”
This interconnectedness runs deep.
The failure of one person, means the failure of many. And the success of one person, means the success of many.
I’m not sad.
I’m not depressed.
I wish I could feel like this all the time!
Except I don’t know what has made the difference – if anything!
I have been taking probiotics regularly. Maybe that’s it.
Nothing has changed in my life.
I still have nothing to do.
I’m still bored outta my mind.
The only difference is I’m not depressed.
But I just know it won’t last.
I just know there will come a time when this unbearable feeling comes over me, and all I want to do is sleep.
Let’s pray that never happens!
So I’m not having a bad day for once, emotionally speaking; which is nice! But I am bored outta my mind, for lack of a better phrase.
But I do have a blog here, with about 84 followers; which is nice, if I knew who these followers were… I’m thinking I should follow them back, read their blogs… what do you think?
I am not doing good right now. I’m almost never doing good anyway. But right now it’s worse. I don’t know what to do. It’s 6:30pm and I want to go back to sleep but sleeping never helps and sometimes it makes it worse.
For anyone wondering, I’m extremely depressed. I’m like screaming on the inside right now. I don’t want to call the Distress Center or anybody else. I don’t have anyone else to call anyway!
I’m hoping I can get some help on here… but I know that won’t work.
There are other services like the Big White Wall, but even that doesn’t help. You basically have to be on the verge of killing yourself before you can get any real help from that website.
NO ONE CARES!!
It’s ridiculous but it’s true!
There’s a heat warning for Southern Ontario. Luckily it’s almost over, it’s suppose to rain tomorrow! But I’m definitely feeling it. I don’t have air condition or even a fan. It’s low-key like being in a sauna.
I’ve added a chat feature to the menu bar and the sidebar if you’re viewing the blog from lifedream.tv/blog. Stop by and say hi!! 🙂
Would you sign up to a subscription feature on my blog to maybe access posts with audio/video in them? Just wondering.
It says that this year the third top Country that visitors [to my blog] are from is Poland! So I just wanted to say Cześć from Canada! 🙂