Evening Update

So I wasn’t feeling good, so I took a nap. Ended up sleeping from 5pm to 12am! Now I’m probably gonna be up till like 4am — or just have a horrible sleep all night. Which is not unusual.

So what’s UP other side of the world!??

P.S. The nap didn’t help.

This Afternoon

This may be an “out of the Vortex” blog… but I’m going to post it anyway.

My afternoon has been good. I took a shower and got a haircut! And saw my favorite person that I know! 🙂 And got TWO hugs from them! 🙂 😛

Not so much out of the Vortex, but I’m going to listen to a YouTube video right now that might put me in a bit more! 🙂

Have a good evening!
Thanks for reading!

I guess I will be honest…
The rest of my morning hasn’t been going so well.
I’m alone almost all of the time. (A little background, I don’t have a job. I’ve tried looking.)
A video I watched about loneliness said to “reach out to people” but I have no one to reach out to…
… and no one can change the way I feel but me. Unless they’re a miracle worker.

That is all.
Thanks for reading!

My Morning

I want to make this blog a little more positive, so I’ll try to write about my morning as best I can.

I went out to buy some groceries for breakfast. I heard the birds chirping. And I saw a blue bird! 🙂 I had a couple nice interactions with people. And I talked with my neighbour as I was coming back home. We talked about music and a little bit about the music industry. If you know about the business side of the music industry and you’re willing to answer some questions, shoot me a message or a comment!

That’s it for now!! Talk to you later! 🙂
Thanks for reading.

Depression Naps

Who else takes depression naps?

I’m fighting one right now. I don’t like going to sleep when I’m depressed, but sometimes that’s all you can do. OR… you could write a blog. So that’s what I’m doing. This one is going to be more of a journal.

I went to Project Share (Food Bank) today because I woke up and realized that I would have no food for the day; unless I went to the Soup Kitchen, which I don’t like doing.
I spent my last $2 on a muffin and started walking. When I got there I realized that I was way early; just over an hour. So I waited outside, got tired, and laid down on the pavement. Than two people came out and offered me some food and water and told me they would be open in 30 minutes. So I laid back down.

Anyways, I’m home now. My neighbour told me a long spew about what she was going through, while we were eating popcorn that I got from Project Share. But it was the kind of story that you don’t want to eat through; to be polite.

Anyways… I’m probably going to take a nap. I suck at story telling.
Have a good day!