Music · Thoughts

Listening to Music

2:41pm: Listening to music/streaming to YouNow right now. (

Slept for a few hours.
I don’t really feel that great. But what else is new?
Wish I knew what to write about…
Here’s a song for those that might be feeling lonely and down like me.


Just Do It

How do you create music?
I had the false assumption that you had to be inspired. That you had to hear some tune in your head, and try to emulate it.
Than I sat down with my guitar and realized, you just have to do it!
That’s what I’m doing now. I’m downloading Fruity Loops right now to see if I can create something with that. I need to create something with layers and drums — so that’s what I’m going to try to do! If you have any tips, let me know!

Music · Rant · Thoughts

Perfectly Unhappy

I received a suggestion that I should write more about what I like than dislike, so here it goes.

I like music, for the most part. My favorite band is Neverending White Lights. I’ve listened to them since 2005. Although now I’m tired of them and don’t have a favorite band. Although Shawn Mendes has a couple good songs. And I’ve been listening… fuck it.

Writing is my therapy, and if you don’t like it, than you can leave. I don’t like much anymore. It’s called depression. You lose interest in shit. You don’t tell someone with cancer, “Oh, well just be well.” No, you don’t. So if you don’t like it, get lost! Yes, most of my posts may be depressing, but some of them are not. If you stick around, maybe you’ll see them. If not, than, get lost! … I could go on, but I won’t. I’m perfect the way I am …