I am almost always constantly alone. If anyone wants to be my friend, that would really help. Thanks.
Still trying my best to feel good.
The sun is coming out a bit.
I can feel the cool breeze from the open window in my apartment.
I have a beautiful calendar with a picture of Niagara Falls with the colourful lights on it during the winter time.
That’s all I’ve got.
via Wednesday Motivation — It’s Ok Not To Be Ok
Just trying to think about how I could make some more money.
What could be a product or service I could offer as a perk on Patreon.com ?
I made some T-Shirts… but now I can’t remember what they look like, because my trial expired on Shopify. If that’s something you would be interested in, let me know! Or give me some ideas! Thank you!
There are things that I used to feel good about.
Right now, those things are far and few.
I’m trying my best to feel good, but… it’s hard.
This is all I’ve got:
It’s 8:20pm and I’m not sleeping.
I feel pretty good
The Universe is trying to show me the path of least resistance.
Coldplay just released a new album on Nov. 22!!
I’ve always WANTED to make music for a living. That’s the problem, I’ve always wanted it, I never took any action to bring the dream to fruition. Or the course of action wasn’t clear enough. Than I met someone who inspired me with their poetry, which made me want to write as well. That was the beginning of my writing journey; but I still can’t write a full song.
The real problem is, I don’t feel very musical anymore. If I was a record, I’d be broken.
And I guess I was never all that musical to begin with. I dabbled in using the keyboard and playing guitar, but I’ve always kind of been a drummer — not the best, apparently, but still better than some.
I guess the reason I’m writing all this is I want to get clearer on my path in life. Should I be a musician? Am I a drummer, guitarist, writer, or none-of-the-above?
For one thing, drums are expensive! You can buy a cheap used guitar for $100-200 (CDN) but to find an electronic drum set (which is what I need because I live in an apartment) in my price range is almost impossible.
I need money!
Than I also need the motivation and inspiration to play.
That’s where I’m at at the moment.
Any thoughts are appreciated!
Thanks for reading!