I am almost always constantly alone. If anyone wants to be my friend, that would really help. Thanks.
I’m not feeling too bad this morning. But I know things will probably change by evening, because you know, my life is empty and I’m alone.
That turned dark quickly.
For me, depression is like having a cold. It’s not like I’m really sad for a reason. I’m really sad for no reason. And it almost feels like having a cold. That’s not entirely true. I’m mostly sad because I’m alone.
What’s depression like for you?
Ok, so I’ve contacted my friend that I hadn’t talk to in awhile. We talked. It was nice. We’re friends again 🙂 … We’ll see how it goes, I guess.
I also left a message for another friend. He hasn’t gotten back to me yet.
I’m just tired of being alone. I’m always the one to reach out; but almost no one ever reaches out back. The one friend that I’ve had for the past 7 years is the only one that has.
On a different note, it’s 2:32pm. It’s Springtime! The weather is beautiful! I hear music in cars driving by; “Happy hour, happy hour, happy hour is here.” – Little Bones by The Tragically Hip. I took a shower. Everything is good… for now. Although I’m still alone.
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I spend every day alone. Nobody messages me. For the past 7 years I’ve had only ONE close friend. That may have been my first mistake, because not so recently I decided that this person wasn’t a good person to have in my life. Now I’m alone. She still tries to re-connect with me and I still shut her out. I don’t know if this is a good idea or not, because the alternative is to be alone. But when I think back to when she was in my life, it wasn’t good. The question is, was it better than now? Probably. But I don’t know for sure. I guess I should just open my heart again, if that’s the only option I have.
There are a couple other relationships I’ve shut out as well, but I won’t get into them right now.
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