I don’t know why I feel lonely sometimes with so many people on the internet.
Hello to my old friends on here. It’s been awhile. I’ve decided to start blogging again. At least today that is… So here’s what I posted on Instagram…
So I spent the whole day out and about until about 6:30pm. I haven’t eaten anything but I don’t have an appetite. I’ll probably eat something after this, as it will probably help me to feel better. I had a nice long talk with someone who helped get some things off my chest. But maybe they feel like they’re still there. All I feel right now is heartache. But I’m going to start writing like this as it may help me feel better to reflect on my day in this way. It’s 7:33pm now… I guess that’s it for now. Thanks for reading.
I’m not feeling too bad this morning. But I know things will probably change by evening, because you know, my life is empty and I’m alone.
That turned dark quickly.
I wanted to share something to see if there is anybody else that does this.
I pretty much live most days trying to get through the day – like trying to get to the end of the day. And I’m tired of it. It’s night time now and I’m just going to go to sleep and do it all over again tomorrow; wanting the day to be over as soon as it starts. It’s almost as bad as waiting in a hospital emergency room.
Anyways… That is all. Thanks for reading!
Not literally. But figuratively. It’s really hard to get through the days. Some days it’s easier than others. But today is one of those hard days. Even though it seems to be going by fast. At 5pm I’m thinking of going out for Pizza, if I feel up for it.
For me, depression is like having a cold. It’s not like I’m really sad for a reason. I’m really sad for no reason. And it almost feels like having a cold. That’s not entirely true. I’m mostly sad because I’m alone.
What’s depression like for you?