Mental Health

Talking to someone in the mental health feeling about issues in the mental health field is like talking to a wall. NO! It’s like banging your head against the wall.

Also, talking to someone today about getting a reference was like pulling teeth. She said it wasn’t a bother to talk to her about it, but she’s obviously lying. I’m not an idiot. My intuition is 85% accurate.

Anyways, I don’t know what else to do or say today, so I’m venting a bit.

It’s 3pm. The day has gone pretty good so far, I guess.

Sigh. I would talk about something else, but it won’t matter.

Anyways… 3:19pm. Nothing to do. That’s how I feel.

Ok bye!



I am not doing good right now. I’m almost never doing good anyway. But right now it’s worse. I don’t know what to do. It’s 6:30pm and I want to go back to sleep but sleeping never helps and sometimes it makes it worse.

For anyone wondering, I’m extremely depressed. I’m like screaming on the inside right now. I don’t want to call the Distress Center or anybody else. I don’t have anyone else to call anyway!

I’m hoping I can get some help on here… but I know that won’t work.
There are other services like the Big White Wall, but even that doesn’t help. You basically have to be on the verge of killing yourself before you can get any real help from that website.

It’s ridiculous but it’s true!

mental health


Thank you to all who follow my blog. I wish there was an easier way to connect with you on here, like a chat window, but there isn’t.

So I believe I have agoraphobia. I almost never leave the house. This started way back when I first came off Abilify and it hasn’t changed since. Because of this I am seeking out ways to stay busy and social while living in the confides of my own home; like writing a blog.

My agoraphobia isn’t that bad. If I have a reason to leave the house, I can. The problem is I usually don’t have a reason. I don’t have a job and I don’t really have any friends. I really need to find a job, I guess. Or some friends.

I don’t really have much to write about, I’m just reaching out on here for support I guess.