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Music and Rant

Just a tiny little bored “rant” I guess. I don’t know if this is a rant or not, or me just spewing my guts.

So I use a lot of online services like YouNow and Discord to chat with people, to cure my loneliness. But it doesn’t quite work. I haven’t formed any long lasting or close relationships through it. There was one person I “reached out” to, but she didn’t get back to me. I’m tired of feeling alone. I say “feeling,” and not “being,” because I’m not alone, I just feel alone. It’s like the song “Something’s Missing” by John Mayer, that I’m listening to now. I’ll link it below, if you haven’t heard it before.

This is somewhat nice, writing this blog… it gives me something to do, alone… listening to music, without needing anybody there. But I think most of the time I’m striving for attention. I don’t know if that’s a bad thing or not, but it’s what I need, I think.

John Mayer has some pretty good songs. The next song on the album I’m listening to is “New Deep.” You should check it out! I’ll link it below as well!

I’m on YouNow right now broadcasting what I’m listening to, and people just pop in and leave really quickly. It’s a little disconcerting.

I guess I could check out someone that’s online right now. See what’s up. Post this. And probably come back to it later. I enjoy writing.

Thanks for reading!

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Perfectly Unhappy

I received a suggestion that I should write more about what I like than dislike, so here it goes.

I like music, for the most part. My favorite band is Neverending White Lights. I’ve listened to them since 2005. Although now I’m tired of them and don’t have a favorite band. Although Shawn Mendes has a couple good songs. And I’ve been listening… fuck it.

Writing is my therapy, and if you don’t like it, than you can leave. I don’t like much anymore. It’s called depression. You lose interest in shit. You don’t tell someone with cancer, “Oh, well just be well.” No, you don’t. So if you don’t like it, get lost! Yes, most of my posts may be depressing, but some of them are not. If you stick around, maybe you’ll see them. If not, than, get lost! … I could go on, but I won’t. I’m perfect the way I am …

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Bring BRB Back!

Have people lost all form of netiquette? If you don’t know what netiquette means, here’s what Google says:

Netiquette refers to Internet etiquette. This simply means the use of good manners in online communication such as e-mail, forums, blogs, and social networking sites to name a few. It is important to use netiquette because communication online is non-verbal.”

The same goes for texting.
It means, when you’re talking to someone, don’t just up and leave the conversation without saying anything. BRB was always a popular thing back in the 90’s – now it seems to have left the conversation. Bring BRB back!

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