Thoughts

Feeling Good

I realized something yesterday I think it was and that’s when you lose somebody that you love either through death or the end of a relationship, what you’re really missing is the connection to God/Love that you felt when you were in that relationship. For me personally, I don’t want them back, what I want more than anything is to FEEL that way again. Is that true for you? Let me know in the comments.

I miss ME. I miss the ME that I used to be.
But honestly, it’s been so long that I don’t even know that person anymore. All I can do is look forward.

Journal · Thoughts

This Afternoon

This may be an “out of the Vortex” blog… but I’m going to post it anyway.

My afternoon has been good. I took a shower and got a haircut! And saw my favorite person that I know! 🙂 And got TWO hugs from them! 🙂 😛

Not so much out of the Vortex, but I’m going to listen to a YouTube video right now that might put me in a bit more! 🙂

Have a good evening!
Thanks for reading!

Journal · Thoughts

I guess I will be honest…
The rest of my morning hasn’t been going so well.
I’m alone almost all of the time. (A little background, I don’t have a job. I’ve tried looking.)
A video I watched about loneliness said to “reach out to people” but I have no one to reach out to…
… and no one can change the way I feel but me. Unless they’re a miracle worker.

That is all.
Thanks for reading!